I don’t like this day.

Rather I don’t like the anniversary of this day, January 6th, what it reminds me of, and all that it has come to mean.
We still live in a country where we excuse those that pretend what happened didn’t actually happen and wasn’t caused by a delusional, sadistic, power hungry pedophile and his followers.
We live in a country where we’ve just blown past the fact that he was elected president again, pardoned all of those who attacked the U.S. capitol in his name, and continues, with far too much help from his guilty cohort of cowards, to fill the airwaves and digital world with enough obvious lies to choke a million mules.
I don’t like this day.
A few men could have stopped this madness from extending beyond this day. A few men who chose not to. It was in their grasp. If American history survives this madness their names should live in infamy. I’m not sure America or American history will, but I can’t wait to piss on their graves.
And now we now live in a world, not just a country, that he’s tearing apart piece by piece just because he can, so he and others can profit from it.
I don’t like this day.
It’s a despicable, unerasable orange stain on 250 years that already bear enough stains.
It’s a day that ripped open the secret underbelly filled with the hateful and hating beasts that have always lived among us and spilled those entrails all over the myths we clung to, falsely assuming they held us together.
I don’t like this day.
It’s a day that will haunt me the rest of those I have left and leaves me sick to my stomach and trembling with rage about the future.
It’s a day that makes me contemplate doing horrible things. It’s a day that makes me hate.
I don’t like this day. Rather, I hate this day.
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The penny has been tossed across sales counters and burned holes in pockets for 238 years, but apparently it cost almost four cents to make one, which certainly seems like a losing proposition.